Well, today the wheels fell off.
I got up at the usual time (very early in the morning) and after a couple of hours, just crashed.
I could not seem to accomplish anything and ended up doing something I almost never do during the daytime. I fell asleep.
By the time I woke up it was close to 2 o’clock.
I had to run out to the store for a couple of minutes, but other than the blog posts, didn’t do much else.
It’s probably from the stress yesterday (which I brought on myself, fretting over that water cooler). Truly though, the woman from the water company made it sound like I was going to have to do all this stuff–not true.
I need an anti-fret cloak.
God bless everybody.
Patty
Just hang in, and remember that you are still under the effects of the grieving process. It’s real, and it takes time for your mind to adjust. In the meantime, a lot of things that were automatic have to be dealt with more consciously. You’ll be fine, in the long run.
Thanks, Unknowable for reminding me. I know I am grieving, but sometimes forget it can hit you in different ways.
It can be very disorienting.
Too much stuff going on.
I know what you mean. Modern life has become unbelievably complex.
Far too complex for me, right now.
I know the feeling.