Yes, today was atrocious and I don’t know why.
I am not sick, nor sore. I don’t have a fever. I had a good night’s sleep last night. I am eating properly. I don’t have headaches, nor indigestion.
I just felt crappy all day, everything I tried to do was almost impossible and I was generally down.
There’s a lot here that’s still not under control and that’s frustrating me.
I have absolutely zero ambition.
My neighbor, who lost her husband four years ago, did say to me that I shouldn’t expect things to be right. Not for a while. Her husband was killed in an accident on his electric bike. What a shock that was.
I think I’ll go and start my supper now.
Sorry for the rant.
Have a good night, all.
See you tomorrow.
God bless everybody.
Patty
I would agree with your neighbor. Our brains rewire after a life change, and while the worst is usually over fairly soon, it takes a while, and sometimes it takes longer for some aspects to clear. But it will happen, and over time you will be able to look back and see steady progress. Hang in, it will work out.
Thanks for the words of encouragement.
Can use them.
You’ll get there. It takes time. There are good days and not so good days, but the proportions change to favor the good days as time passes.